Agnes Louis I’m sorry to hear about your loss. Even though it’s different, a loss of someone you love is never easy thing to cope with, no matter what happened. It’s a long journey ahead, but I ensure you it will get at least a tiny bit better! Keep on celebrating life and everything that belongs to it. It’s the most precious gift our parents gave us and it shouldn’t be wastes. Think, this is probably one of the best ways to also remember those who are no longer with us ;)